Monday, April 11, 2005, 8:58 PM
CLIMAX-->DOWNHILL
Sometimes,things don't work out.There are some things that are nothing more than what they are.They are not meant to last.They just take their place in your heart and make you a little stronger the next time.I can't figure out what's worse:having to know that you still feel your ex lover is oh so perrfect,so fun loving & spontenous,or having to know that you obviously didn't even come close to feeling the same way bout me. Watching someone walk away after they've just left you,watching the distance between your bodies expand until there's nothing left but empty space and silence.Now,how sad can that be? Aint it funny how one can lose interest in something/someone so easily while others just can't seem to get tired/enough of it?Some people hit the climax once they get that something/someone.After that,its downhill all the way.Its like some sort of challenge eh?Collecting them as if they are prized possessions and then moving on.Some call them players.Why is it so easy to lose all the hype and enthusiasm?I don't get it.Is it just a phase,a fad,a trend or a spur of a moment thingy?I dunno.Its just sad to know this is how the way it is.Some people stay contented knowing they're now good at something/got that someone.They are happy the way it is.They don't get bored.I,for one,loses interest in things easily.Though there are some few things/people that I just can't seem to get enough of it.
I feel aloofness comin' from *him.I see no point trying to be friends.Cos he ain't trying.But I'm glad that I lent someone a listening ear tonight and that someone did think me to pour out woes to.Cos at least,I know someone knows I'll be there.
I HATE THE WAY I DON'T HATE YOU AT ALL-NOT EVEN CLOSE.NOT EVEN A LITTLE.NOT ANY AT ALL.
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